November 23rd, 2005 by zarahlim

these past few weeks, i’ve been feeling weird.  i feel like two different persons in one body. i know it sounds as if i’m crazy, but that’s what i feel. i’m having a hard time controlling my temper. I FIND FAULT IN EVERYTHING, EVEN THE LITTLEST THINGS. then after being a such a bitch and saying things that hurt people’s feelings, i start to feel better and act as if nothing’s happened. i’m so pathetic. ugh!!  i really need to go to the prayer meetings scheduled this weekend at church.  i need a time of refreshing. i know it’s wrong to wait until revival meetings are scheduled just to feel spiritually refreshed, but i cant deny the fact that these gatherings make me realize what my purpose really is, and it brings me closer to God and to my fellow believers. somehow after these meetings, i feel ready to face the world and the challenges before me.

hmm.. serious entry ito. haha. =p

(am i making sense here? it doesnt matter. it makes sense to me!)

boredboredbored…PART2

October 17th, 2005 by zarahlim
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you’re told that you’re loved.

You’d like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful… that you’ll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything… no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You’re feeling self centered.

boredboredboredboredbored…

October 17th, 2005 by zarahlim
You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)
You’re logical, driven, and ruthless.
You’d make a mighty fine lawyer.

Your Hair Should Be White
Classy, stylish, and eloquent.
You’ve got a way about you that floors everyone you meet.

super bored

October 17th, 2005 by zarahlim
Gummy Bears
You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you’re so darn cute.

…….

October 16th, 2005 by zarahlim
How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you’re with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don’t try to make them change.

You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

i love sushi!!!

October 12th, 2005 by zarahlim

You Are Japanese Food
Strange yet delicious.
Contrary to popular belief, you’re not always eaten raw.

PHOTOGRAPHY FINALS

September 29th, 2005 by zarahlim

we’ve had our photoshoot this morning for our finals in my favorite subject — photography. it was fun.. but we’re not yet through… we still have to take shots of candid and figure photos…

eds, my partner and my model for the finals, surprised me.  she’s got a huge potential of becoming a fashion model! i’m serious!! (eds, apol! natatawa kayo no?!? im serious!) aba’y akalain mo ang galing magpose! haha… ang taray ng mga pictures nia.. i wont be surprised if ever i get a high grade on this subject, coz God has blessed me with such a great model.. go eds!!! thanks for 1 fantastic sem of being my partner.

view photos here

Goodbye Colorpoint, no thanks to you!

September 23rd, 2005 by zarahlim

I’ve had my creative shot taken at Colorpoint this morning.  The service was a big disappointment for me.  Frank and I were the only customers there and I noticed that they didn’t care much about us. They didn’t work as hard as they would if they had a full house.  I seriously believe that even if we were the only people there, they should give us the attention we deserve! We’re paying them (lavishly) for that!

Now I can only speak for myself, since I was the only female-customer there and they had to work twice as hard for female customers because of the hair & make-up.

In fairness, I don’t have any complaints about my make-up artist (Angie) because he went all out to “pretty-fy” me (as Sir Orsal would say ).  The amount P350 for hair and make-up plus the “underground P100 fee” for my use of the artist’s costumes and accessories were all worth it.

What really disappointed me was the know-it-all photographer who doesn’t know anything.  Before I continue, I wish to inform you, my dear readers, that I was a Greek goddess in my creative shot. Having said that, let’s go back to the story.  Here’s what happened:

I entered Studio A.

Photographer: Sige hija, maupo ka na diyan.  Paano ba ang gusto mo?

Zarah: Kayo nalang po magsabi sakin kung pano magpopose.

P: Hindi pwede yon.  That’s why it’s called a creative shot.  Idea mo dapat ang gagawin mo.

Z: Eh wala nga po akong maisip eh.  Kayo nalang po ang bahala, ok lang po.

P: Eh kaya nga creative shot eh, dapat ikaw ang mag-iisip.  Mamya kung anong ipagawa ko sayo hindi mo naman magustuhan.  Mag-emote-emote ka nalang diyan.

I was really getting pissed off because I could see that he was eager to be over with the shoot but he wasn’t willing to help me think of a “creative pose.”  Good thing, Angie was there and he neutralized the tense atmosphere in the studio.  He helped me think of how to pose and even put in some encouraging words for me.  I know that he knew I was already irritated with the photographer.  After the shoot, the photographer allowed me to see my shots as well as the shots of the other customers.

While letting me see the creative shots of other people:

Photographer: O tignan mo, ang gagaling nila magpose o.  Sila lang ang nag-isip niyan.  May dala pa silang props.

I just looked at the pictures; I didn’t say anything because I knew I was being insulted.

Photographer (while showing me a picture of a girl with a “flying kiss-tweetums” pose): O, ganyan ang creative shot.  Hindi yung ngingiti lang sa camera.

I was so pissed off; I hastily said thanks to him and left the studio.

As a photographer, it’s good to let the models pose and emote, if they had any idea what to do.  But I didn’t have any idea, so naturally, I sought him for help.  A photographer is like a director of a movie.  Just as the director directs the actors on how to act, the photographer directs the models on how to pose and what to do in front of the camera.  And besides, where can you see a GREEK GODDESS pose as a TEENY-BOPPER, PACUTE WOMAN? Right?  Normally, goddesses in Greek mythology look serious and decent.  If they do smile, they do it with poise.  Not as a pa-cute, Star-struck finalist-like poses.

Needless to say, I won’t be going back to that studio anymore.  If I do go back, it’s only to get my pictures.  After that, it’s “Goodbye Colorpoint, no thanks to you!”

zarah’s pet peeves

September 14th, 2005 by zarahlim

1. WRONG USE OF ENGLISH GRAMMAR - i’m not perfect. i admit my grammar’s not perfect. but still, tolerable naman siguro pag may mali ako.. and i make sure to double check my entries… i’ve read LOTS of blog entries with very poor grammar.. oh my gosh!!!! you’ll be shocked with these people’s use of the english language. and to think they’re already in high school.. some even in college.. and they’re studying in a PRIVATE school!!!!!! what’s happening with our english curriculum?? calling all ENGLISH TEACHERS….

2. cabinet doors left open - sorry pops.. pero kse napakalaki na ng sign na nilagay ko eh…

3. used glasses left at the dinner table.. lima lang kame sa bahay pero madalas wla ka nang magamit na baso dahil gamit na lahat… oops.. MY FAULT!! NDI KASE AKO NAGHUHUGAS ng baso… hehe..

4. noisy chinese neighborsngayon palang, as i type this entry, nagsisigawan nanaman sila…. <"hwisingle anching tampo ho bo?!?!?!?"> calling Friction from HCHS..

5. kumakalampag na mga kaldero pag hinuhugasannakakairita ang tunog!!

6. out of tune pagkumanta at MALI MALI ANG LYRICS — at NAGMARUNONG pa!!!

7. tawag ng tawag sa bahay every morning na akala ay kami ang MAYNILADeveryday yan!!! you can count on it!!!!

8. mga boy sa passenger seat  ng truck na sut-sut ng sut-suttinititigan ko talaga hanggang sa makalampas sila.. takot lang nila sa lokaret na estudyanteng naglalakad, akala nila demure..

to be continued…. isip pa ko.. good mood na ko eh..

bisi-busy-han sa thesis

September 14th, 2005 by zarahlim

we’re actually making progress in our thesis.. we’ve completed our codebook and coding sheets for each episode of My Juan and Only.. we have to present it to our prof on friday…

unfortunately, we still dont have a theory…….

see pictures from our meetings here